thank you for praying

I am still managing at home although my legs do not go far at one time- I cannot go anywhere alone so feel rather shut in but still thankful to be home-

I have another difficult test to find the primary cancer on wednesday of this week and then I guess maybe ? chemo again after the new year-

I will post as I can- news is slow when one is away for so long and also unable to get out and about-

I will have to look for some stories some where -LOL

hugs from Meme

dear friends

I am sorry this is way late news but I just came home today from the hospital after 42 days- I had a very bad chemo crash on the November 10 and nearly died but God brought me home again- Miss Ashley took me

to the emergency in the city as she found me very sick in the middle of the night- I am blessed to  have her to care for me then and now-

I will try to update you all soon

Miss Ashley did not know how too and I was too sick to tell her-

I have misssed you greatly and need your prayers ever more-

I had a tough time but I will continue to get stronger with time-

I am happy to be home and able to say hello agai-

love Meme

yesterday's cancer news

It is now a new day but I will just post what I wrote yesterday and forgot to post here- I am sorry that I am so far behind

in blogging but I have more money than time and I am still poor--LOL

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today was very long and tiring - and the news is rough

I have cell cancer in the lining of my stomach and it is not the  good kind-( yes, happily some cancer types  are better than

others)
.
they can treat me but there is no cure
so we pray for remission and a miracle-
it is the same cancer that David had except that it is in my lining of stomach rather than pancreas

I will begin treatments soon

I have to have a colonoscopy on Friday to determine if it has spread to the bowel
..

It did not show on the ct scan but he said the scan can not a;ways  pick up it there too well so the colonoscopy

I am very tired and exhausted and just shell shocked=

I will be better tomorrow---( and I am better as it is now tomorrow)


--- it is fine to share and I will up date as I can-

as long as folks realize this is really all i know and that next week I will get the port/pic line  put in and I cannot individually reply right now--

it is going to be a tough battle to get me into remission

radiation will not work for this type of cancer

 but I am ok-------- and God is in control,

hugs from Meme

dogman is with papa

a date for Meme

I got my call today and my ct scan is next Tuesday- wow- I was so happy and praising God-

This sets all the balls rolling-----

I got copies of all the tests from my doctor today and basically understand nothing--LOL but

the word maligament- but that is ok-

God is in control and He knows what he is doing-

I did not blow away yesterday but a lot of stuff is blown over in the yard-  we have play pick tomorrow- daughter will help me - bird houses and etc. It was a horrid wind for Alberta-- not something we have happen often-

something banged into the house and knocked off the stuff on one of Ashleys shelves-  nothing damaged - we are not sure what it was but it may have been the wheel barrow- yes, it was really that bad-- sigh

but every one is ok and that is the blessing

must go as it is late for Meme

huggles