yesterday's cancer news

It is now a new day but I will just post what I wrote yesterday and forgot to post here- I am sorry that I am so far behind

in blogging but I have more money than time and I am still poor--LOL

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today was very long and tiring - and the news is rough

I have cell cancer in the lining of my stomach and it is not the  good kind-( yes, happily some cancer types  are better than

others)
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they can treat me but there is no cure
so we pray for remission and a miracle-
it is the same cancer that David had except that it is in my lining of stomach rather than pancreas

I will begin treatments soon

I have to have a colonoscopy on Friday to determine if it has spread to the bowel
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It did not show on the ct scan but he said the scan can not a;ways  pick up it there too well so the colonoscopy

I am very tired and exhausted and just shell shocked=

I will be better tomorrow---( and I am better as it is now tomorrow)


--- it is fine to share and I will up date as I can-

as long as folks realize this is really all i know and that next week I will get the port/pic line  put in and I cannot individually reply right now--

it is going to be a tough battle to get me into remission

radiation will not work for this type of cancer

 but I am ok-------- and God is in control,

hugs from Meme

dogman is with papa

a date for Meme

I got my call today and my ct scan is next Tuesday- wow- I was so happy and praising God-

This sets all the balls rolling-----

I got copies of all the tests from my doctor today and basically understand nothing--LOL but

the word maligament- but that is ok-

God is in control and He knows what he is doing-

I did not blow away yesterday but a lot of stuff is blown over in the yard-  we have play pick tomorrow- daughter will help me - bird houses and etc. It was a horrid wind for Alberta-- not something we have happen often-

something banged into the house and knocked off the stuff on one of Ashleys shelves-  nothing damaged - we are not sure what it was but it may have been the wheel barrow- yes, it was really that bad-- sigh

but every one is ok and that is the blessing

must go as it is late for Meme

huggles

week end is over

I made it through the weekend and now the fight begins.......

It was an emotional weekend talking to family and good friends

but the telling is over --I am never good at telling bad news to anyone-

I found it hard to not fall apart and yet, being me, I end up comforting them-

The weather here is so windy that I am tied to the house today or

I would blow away..................but tomorrow I am going back to the doctor

to re-discuss what we did discuss as I cannot remember half of what he said...

and to make sure the papers are now faxed to the cancer clinic as considering

that they did not fax papa hubby's promptly I am not taking chances- It is the same

clinic but it is all I have to go to in this little town.

I am tired and perhaps emotional and overwhelmed but I still know that the Lord is my

shepherd and together we will go through this valley.

I will blog again soon-

love Meme who thanks you for the prayers as they mean so much to me

Meme has bad news

I had to go to the doctor for him to check the biopsy site for infection or problems- that part is ok but the first of the results are in and I do have cancer- they do not know where it is originating from at this time and they do not know if it is good or bad- I have to go to the cancer clinic in the city and also have ct scans done asap- there is no doubt about the lump containing cancer but the problem is why?? once they know the origin it will be easier to make plans of what the chemo will be and if there will or will not be surgery
that is all I know today-- I am stunned and do not really know what to say except pray for me-
I will weep today- then have a good week end and begin the battle on Monday
I will tell you whatever I know when I know it
I cannot say anymore right now as this note hurts me to have to tell you my sad news
I love you- friends==

 from Meme